Bryan Wong

Or is this the end? Could it be the start of something big? Or is this the final chapter,where all live happily ever after… This i do not know..what i know is that life goes on as usual when i awake next morning..that the sun would keep on shinning and the earth keeps spinning..It suddenly dawned on me that it is weird that we spend quite a fair bit of our time pursuing or doing something and eventually when we get where we want to be, it is ours to behold for some brief tender moments before it exits our lives. So much so for eternity…and so we console ourself with “不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有“ liar. . .liar. . .

Thought that a blog space is supposed to be thoughtful,tranquil..introspective..but hey, mine seems to be turning out to be a real party place…It seemed to take a live of its own, thanks to all the boys and gals who left messages..resulting in some minor conflicts and clash of ideas. I am not adversed to that, whats life without some spice and exquisite exchange of words…perhaps i should have a forum here, then everyone can have a ball of a time exchanging current news,without the booze, without the hassle of getting a ride home..

Bear with me for the moment, for when i manage to squeeze some time out, i will get to the part of filling out the voids in my links such as having perhaps my photos up and also, a trip down memory lane,reviewing my past works..all thats been done for the past twelve years…

Perhaps in the days to come, it will be a five days week..whereby i shall try to pen something only from Monday till friday so that during weekend we can all have a life and get out into the world to play…

Perhaps, perhaps..perhaps..that perhaps this is just a wishful thinking on my part ..perhaps that this might not come true..however,it is good to aim for something..for it will keep you going..and life takes on more than what it seems..

With a vision..we will find our very own direction …

walk with me…

walk with me.

别想太多， 这不是我放弃的宣言。。

看了刚才的｛宝家卫国｝之后 ，我突然觉得时间过得太快了。。

还记得它第一天播映时，我是多么的期待。。还有那么一些些的紧张。。。

那种感觉

让我仿佛回到我刚出道的时后。。。

来临的星期一就已经是大节局了。。

这部剧即将落幕 了。。

文忠将会是我生命中的一个过客。。

他会是我的一段美好回忆。。。。。我会想念你。。。

geez its really late now..probably the best excuse that i may use to get myself off the hook of doing any writing today..that would be really lame isn’t ?To try to obtain an mc just upon reaching the third day of blogging? ha..perhaps i will try to “Tong” for just one more night..

And here we go..did the filming of a new variety programme 赢了Law at the hdb hub and went quite well…was invited for dinner,but didn’t know if i were to go…drove aimlessly for about an hour…called a friend..picked up two friends from the station..met up with the first friend that i called at a pet shop in thomson..friend saw puppy..friend cried..because friend just lost her most beloved companion in a most unfortunate accident…..when friend cried,friends cried…if life is being summarised in such simple words,we would, as paris hilton might say, lead a simple life.

However,at times, its better to make everything as simple as it can be,for life itself brings forth complexitiies that completely baffles you…and so i went for the dinner.. Just a dear friend of ours who is extremely “heng” with numbers..so ‘heng’ that he constantly strikes 4D as if it is a second habit.He is so very my hero..Ugh..If i have only half of his luck..i would be soooooin a jetplane going to London for breakfast.Hmm..that sounds really shallow..perhaps i should settle for a few Pradas..Hmm..rising way above the shallow margin.. Nevertheless lets get back to the tittle for this evening which i have entittled” Is That You”.. Well, at the dinner,which started off at about 2045, i had the pleasure of watching 宝家卫国 while enjoying “Buddha Jump Over The Wall” and suckling pig . Even though the five tables, which adds up to be about forty people,are my fellow colleagues from the variety team which of course that means they are also, but of course, in showbiz, i started having to answer questions such as..”Is that really you..that 文忠。。为什么他们要你戴眼镜？很不象你wor!!” I had to smile..that got me thinking.. perhaps all this while i have been such a clown..or should i say..mmm..been really umm..too carefree and untamed on tv that somehow or rather, the general public, including myself at times, perceived me to be the zany persona that exists on the telly. Actually…i wish i could say “actually i am not like that” but however, i can’t.

To make a statement i think one has to be really sure footed..to be clear and above the situation..so therefore,three simple words ” Is That You” takes on a profound note . Is that me? i can’t say. just a sudden thought.. if you were to stand in front of a mirror and ask yourself ” Is That You?”..What would your answer be?……………

How we all struggle thru each day…From the moment we wake up till the moment we rest our eyes upon the ceiling right above our bed..before the last light of the day..before the last conversation of the day..Sometimes i wonder where i derive the strength or energy to see each day through..by sheer determination,or resignation to the fact that irregardless of how down and unmotivated we are that day, there are work to be done, promises to be fulfilled and responsibilities to be shouldered. Don’t we always yearn for the day that we need not have an answer to all the questions and problems that we face, that we need not feel guilt and most of all, to think? But then again, what would life be without all the struggles..pain..guilt and sorrow? Without these awful sentiments, would we be able to comprehend the beauty of happiness ? Would you……?我想说的是，如果我们能够满足与现状，或许我们会更加的快乐。。不是吗？好神奇哦，我终于学会打出中文字了嬴了咯r

can’t believe that i am actually doing this..So i started my very first line on the second day of the seventh month..ha..what an irony..perhaps its time to unleash the devil in me …but then again, i think its been out many many seventh month ago…thanks to my dear pals yifong and dasmond that i took this step forward..some step that perhaps should have been done ages ago..but then again, i do fall under the category of humans that tends to procrastinate, however,we are only human..nevertheless, i have made to first step to achieve something that i wanted to do, which is, to write..and i do hope i have the strength to see it through..but just in case i falter or take a long leave of absence, i say again, i am only..well, human. Walk with me, grow along with me, perhaps this journey might bring forth tons of experience and joy, but caution, it might very well carry overtures of depression and sorrow..walk with me…walk with me….