Bryan Wong

My dear friends,

Its been days since my last win at the recent awards..hope that all of you heard my sincere thank you speech on the tele.. was given 90 seconds,starting count from the moment my name was being called, to deliver my word of thanks and i hope that it, however brief,was able to let you guys know how much i appreciated your support over the years. Looking back, i remembered the earlier times when i got the award..how jubilant i was..so hyped up that i could hardly trust myself to speak..almost incoherent and bursting with pride:) But as years passed, i realised that this award is not solely by me and about me..it is an invaluable appreciation that was bestowed upon me by you guys and for that..i have to be..calm..collected …and in the simplest form possible..to let you know what your kind support meant to me. some have came forward and ask me why i seemed so ..well…not as wildly happy or jumping in glee..i guess, like all you you..we have all grown and mellowed:)

Its been almost a month or more that i seemed to have disappeared from the tele..besides the repeat telecast of Destination Most Wanted on sat 1830hrs on Ch U..Presently i am working on the..erm..3rd season of the citispa programme and just started on the second season of New City Beat, with kym and yifong.Interestingly, this new season has got a new item in it that will bring us overseas to feature some places that we could go enjoy ourselves:) in fact, this coming tuesday, i will be heading off to Bali:)

Just in case i don update here too often, you can find me on fb  bryan wong 王禄江, http://www.facebook.com/bbryanwong which i might give you slight info of wat i am up to:)

walk with me…

bryan:)

Woke up at 0800hrs…

went thru the usual routines and suddenly it dawned on me that today’s the day !

As always, the throat clamped up and jitters raced thru me spine..euewwwwww… i recognized that feeling..when many years ago when i have to sit for my examinations…

The difference is that there are no facts and figures to memorise..no history to be reiterated..no sums to be added…no literature to examin…

all the work that needs to be done..well,has already been done and ..its just the night where u get your year’s results.

i shall put on my Prada and face the day with gusto::)

Its been a really long time since the last time i posted something..kind of a lost in a world where time stood still..but only for me..while the rest of the world is moving on ..all but me…in a daze..lost in a world devoid of thoughts,mechanically living each day..

logging into farmville just to plant crops..harvesting..not even bothering to cash in on all the freebies offered by my fellow farmers..in fact,come to think of it,my farm has been barren for quite a while…maybe because i have reached the max level..so there isn’t much to work towards..and so i wonder, does that apply to our lives..that after we have peaked, life comes to a standstill and the only way is..down?

its really difficult to pen my thoughts..at this point i am stuck..it feels as though my heart is going to burst but yet..restraint by unspoken rules that some thoughts are not meant to shared..that happens to a whole lot of us..that we simply have to bottle it up till the day it holds no more..then comes a major avalanche and all hell breaks loose…..

where am i ?

i am where..i am.