I Want You Back
Very misleading topic, at first glance or thought, however,it seemed more and more apt as i dwelled on this topic. Been back home for the fifth day already and yet, haven’t got back into the flow of things.At one hand, very much want to get back into a sort of a pattern of life and yet on the other hand, seemed to lack the ..drive..the energy to pump myself up..At this point, felt a little bit sad about not going for some more assignments overseas(believe me it is definitely an acquired taste)And worst of it all, i am having trouble with SLEEPING.UGGGH! hated that ! especially when i toss and turn on my bed with eyes wide open at eleven in the evening..staring at the clock and the telvision at intervals, watching yet another movie unfolds and the hour hand ticking steadily towards dawn. The clock struck twelve..One..Two..Three and i am right there witnessing my lifeticking away.Each passing moments mocked my attempts to sleep and me agonizing over the imminent seven morning wake up call to begin my day of filming.Did i mention that i have been working every single day when i got back? well, this is going to last till next tuesday before i have a short break.
So i think what i meant with the topic of the day would be:
I WANT MY OLD LIFE BACK
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SLEEP
I WANT TO BE PART OF THE HUMAN RACE ONCE MORE
I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE GYM
I WANT TO …..EH…YES! I WANT TO WIN FOUR D!
Ha..that’s about it..that’s what i want me back for.
And by the way, i think i owe some of you guys a meal for the q&a thingy and i think its time to get it done.Will set up a date asap and lets meet up soon..
Cheers…
on December 16th, 2008 at 11:19 pm
=) most of us are unable to get back to track even after a short getaway not to mention urs oversea assignment for months! Sorrie that ure undergoing this but its not ur fault.. lolx.. cheer up! If u cant slp…..den blog! Heh heh
on December 17th, 2008 at 1:24 am
Ooow manz, I missed the Q&A thingy since I only started following your blog recently. When will be the next one and it will be really nice if you do cook (when you are free)and be able to post some recipes here, because I’m a serious foodie!! Hehehe all hainanese peranakans are like that. =) Rest plenty when you can doode!! Life is short, we shall live it as best as we can!! =) You will be right.
on December 17th, 2008 at 2:52 am
hello
saw u in tamp mall that day. 
on December 17th, 2008 at 10:01 pm
我也有这样的体会 长时间的旅行之后 身体状态很难一下子恢复到最佳 尤其是随着年龄的增大 祝愿禄江事事顺心
on December 17th, 2008 at 10:24 pm
hi there.just wanna say i really do enjoy yr variety programmes that u host and the feelin i get from u is one that is a genuine person. God bless u. i hope to see more of u on tv. will be reading yr blog regularly to see how u are doing.
on December 17th, 2008 at 11:03 pm
Hey Bryan
Why don’t you try meditation before you sleep?
on December 18th, 2008 at 1:12 pm
bryan!!! it’s vy normal for anyone else to have such a wishing list. bt i’ve never tot that someone like u would like to strike 4D. haha…
on December 18th, 2008 at 1:43 pm
Hi Cool Bryan,
Do u sleep well yesterday?
Hmm.. Guess ur schedule is too tight, ur brain need more time to adjust back to normal..
Y not listen to some soft music, sure can fall asleep.. hehe..
Take good care and cut down on coffee may help..
Gambate..
Support u always
on December 18th, 2008 at 10:29 pm
Hi Byan.. hope you get back to you normal life soon… take care…
on December 19th, 2008 at 4:00 pm
bryan, your life, to me seems great! enjoying life during overseas period. am i right?
take care!
loves your blog
on December 19th, 2008 at 4:20 pm
Surefire way,
Go and buy the textbook of a topic you like, must be big, must be thick, like psychology, language book or even cooking textbook. Lie on your bed and then read read read read and *once* you feel your brain slip quickly turn off lights and sleep.
on December 20th, 2008 at 12:10 am
glad u are back now!
it takes time to revert to the old ways, but soon i guess!
hope u are having some rest now…
on December 20th, 2008 at 12:30 pm
WE WISH OUR BRYAN’S OLD LIFE BACK
WE WISH BRYAN TO BE ABLE TO SLEEP
WE WISH BRYAN TO BE PART OF THE HUMAN RACE ONCE MORE
WE WISH BRYAN TO GO BACK TO THE GYM
WE WISH & WANT TO …..EH…YES! WE ALL WANT TO WIN FOUR D!
and last but not least
WE WISH BRYAN A MERRY CHIRSTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY CHINESE ‘NIU’ YEAR
on December 20th, 2008 at 10:54 pm
HAlo Bu LAi En’
Long time didn’t drop by here again….
Gosh, so bad to hear u have problem getting to slp… Mayb u hav too much things in ur mind??? Try to let go for a moment, let ur mind hv a space for breathing… Mayb it will helps…
X’mas coming… hope u hav a wonderful time wif ur family & friends… remember u were singing tis song ” All i want for christmas is U…. ” haha…. Enjoy!!!! :p
Luv & god bless….
on December 21st, 2008 at 11:42 am
Hi Bryan
Many of us will also wish that ‘COULD’ happen but once it is gone, it will disappear forever. That is why I always tell my children to cherish every moment of their lives otherwise they will live to regret for not doing so.
Since Christmas is just round the corner and in case I won’t have time to drop by, my family and I like to take this opportunity of wishing you and your family a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2009.
Cheers!
Edward Han
http://www.yain.com
on December 22nd, 2008 at 7:58 pm
Yeah ya ya!
One more day, then you will get your well-deserved break right, Bryan?
Persevere on!
on December 23rd, 2008 at 5:06 am
yes yes yes! My dear friend!I am so hyped about this that for once i slept before midnight and woke up now at almost 5 am! can’t wait for this day to be over so that i could be free! Wa hah ha!!!!!! My goodness..this long nine days are simply difficult to “Tong” thru..Once upon a time, when i am still young and full of energy, nine days of continous filming is just a snap of thy fingers..woe alas but now, it seems like eternity….
on December 23rd, 2008 at 5:11 pm
Hi Bryan,
Hello hello…. How r u? Having a good time today?
I wonder how do u spend ur off day?
Sleep alot? going to the gym? Dating?
Take care and smile always .. ^_^
Merry Merry X’mas *********
Cheers,
@>———
on December 23rd, 2008 at 11:20 pm
Hey Hey Uncle! Some exercises and stretching will help in sleeping… I hope this morning’s little treatment on your shoulder helps a little bit. Feel free to come over if its troubling you very much.. can get serious if left unattended.. like numbness of fingers. Today is Tuesday! Done with shooting! Its break time before your next adventure..
on December 23rd, 2008 at 11:24 pm
Otsukaresama! (this is how Japanese say to someone who has worked hard)
Enjoy your short break from now and Merry Christmas! ^0^
Maybe Santa claus will bring you a winning 4D ticket for Christmas ya? So do remember to hang out your Christmas stocking!
on December 24th, 2008 at 12:18 am
What a nice site, Bryan!
on December 24th, 2008 at 3:30 am
嗨，禄江，你最近过的怎样？
一切还好吧？
我真的好久没有看见你了~
我真的好想见到你~
你知道吗？我多么希望能在街上看见你！！
其实。。。
我真的好怀念以前追你的时光~~
一想到眼泪就不直觉的掉了下来~
好了，我相信，我们一定会再见面的！！
其实，有好几次，我都想下去。。。
可是。。某人说：你不经常会公司！！
当时我听了有点难过。。。
要怎么办呢？我要怎么去看你？
想来想去，除非我把工作给辞掉..
可是，我又怕你会生气会讲我。。。
我还记得，我刚刚开始追你的时候，你最不喜欢我们在新传媒等你~
如果，我真的这样做你一定会生气“对吧”
可是，我真的没有办法。。。对不起~
好了，晚安！！
禄江，我想对你说：我不曾忘过你！！
在我心里，你还是我最重要的“朋友”
以后，我在也不会用另外一种方式来问候你了~
因为，我在这两年真的没为你做过些什么！！
所以，我怎么配拥有你****！！
所以，新的一年，我要从头开始！！
追你了，所以你要做好心理准备哦！！
好了，祝你的愿望成真！早日中4D。。。
晚安了！禄江“祝你有个美梦”最好是让你梦到4个号码。。。
on December 24th, 2008 at 2:41 pm
Merry
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May all your wishes come true!!
Cheers @> – - – - -
on December 24th, 2008 at 6:25 pm
Nice Blog.
thank you
on December 25th, 2008 at 12:06 am
圣诞快乐~
加油！！
on December 25th, 2008 at 1:05 am
hi bryan hmmm how are you so far ????
hmmm u have a short break soon =)
on December 25th, 2008 at 3:15 pm
圣诞快乐~祝禄江哥哥在新年里万事如意~
on December 26th, 2008 at 7:50 am
Hope that u will get ur sleep back…
It is so horrible to get sleepless nites.I used to get that so my only remedy is to sleep singapore time in london like now (waking up at 2345 london time)and anywhere else in the country I m in…so I missed out everything when the sun is bright.I guess u cannot do that because you will need to awake in daylight as you have to work when you are travelling and guess u wouldn’t want to be like me,missing all the good stuff out there.
Take care~Do hope u find a way to sleep.
Oh yes..4D..same…I want to win TOTO…abit more $$…keekeee~~
hope all your wishes come thru’
on December 27th, 2008 at 12:15 am
错误的相遇，最爱的人你在哪里？
_______似是故人来，哦，我痛苦的爱！
穿越时空遇见你，也是遇见另一个自己。
为什么黑暗之中充满期待
却传来更多沉默的无奈
忘不了爱只剩下手心里的温度
才知道幸福只是短暂的幻影
我走在迷雾花园里寻找爱走过的记忆
半清醒半迷醉来去的痕迹
梦醒忽然发现已经不是原来自己
一颗心徒留下错误的相遇
落花有意流水太无情
有缘相遇擦身又分离
琴声悠悠辗转到天明
最爱的人你在哪里
落花有意流水太无情
最爱的人你在哪里?
自古多情空余恨，此恨绵绵无绝期！错误的相遇，最爱的人你在哪里？暗恋就像炸弹，只剩下空气着了的你我，眼看就快要蒸发，禄江，你我是一样，你和我真像，你为什么和我是那么的像，禄江，你还好吗？你过的开不开心，过的快不快乐，你好不好？你过的真的还好吗？不过，只有我会知道，因为只有我会真的知道，懂得，明白，你的一切的一切，你的心情和你的内心世界。
禄江，你长的太像我多年一直在心里暗恋着了的男朋友了，我想我是应该说出来了，我知道，如果我不说，或许我真的是没有机会了，我知道你现在不是很好，我也知道，或许你已经像空气一样蒸发掉了，消失不见了，因为我和你曾经有着一模一样着了经历，因为，我也和你一样的消失过，我想再不说，或许真的没机会了。
也许我们是一样的，因为你就是我，因为你是我的梦。我终于等到了你的出现，因为你有着，拥有着就是我一直在暗恋着了的那个人一模一样着了的面孔。我终于等到了网络的出现，我终于等到了人与人之间可以真的无距离的相遇，网络真的好好，让我穿越网络时空再一次的与你相遇。因为，你的长相就是我一直在默默暗恋着了的那个男生着了的一模一样着了的模样。
我想说，我也许是在跟一个我已经喜欢暗恋了千万年的人在说话，也许，我是在跟我自己说话，遇见另一个自己在说话。
我知道我自己现在该是时候说出来了，因为我知道我再不说或许已经没有机会了，我知道你现在很不好，我也知道，或许你已经死去了，就像我的前世一样，你和我一样完完全全的蒸发掉了，也许你现在已经不在人世了，但是，我要说，不管你是不是真的那个我一直暗恋着了的那个男人，因为你的长相真的太像那个我爱着了的那个男人了，不管你是不是他，我也要最后的说给你听，我爱你！我要勇敢的对你说，我爱你！我真的很爱你！
on December 27th, 2008 at 12:16 am
错误的相遇，最爱的人你在哪里？
似是故人来，哦，我痛苦的爱！
穿越时空遇见你，也是遇见另一个自己。
为什么黑暗之中充满期待
却传来更多沉默的无奈
忘不了爱只剩下手心里的温度
才知道幸福只是短暂的幻影
我走在迷雾花园里寻找爱走过的记忆
半清醒半迷醉来去的痕迹
梦醒忽然发现已经不是原来自己
一颗心徒留下错误的相遇
落花有意流水太无情
有缘相遇擦身又分离
琴声悠悠辗转到天明
最爱的人你在哪里
落花有意流水太无情
最爱的人你在哪里?
自古多情空余恨，此恨绵绵无绝期！错误的相遇，最爱的人你在哪里？暗恋就像炸弹，只剩下空气着了的你我，眼看就快要蒸发，禄江，你我是一样，你和我真像，你为什么和我是那么的像，禄江，你还好吗？你过的开不开心，过的快不快乐，你好不好？你过的真的还好吗？不过，只有我会知道，因为只有我会真的知道，懂得，明白，你的一切的一切，你的心情和你的内心世界。
禄江，你长的太像我多年一直在心里暗恋着了的男朋友了，我想我是应该说出来了，我知道，如果我不说，或许我真的是没有机会了，我知道你现在不是很好，我也知道，或许你已经像空气一样蒸发掉了，消失不见了，因为我和你曾经有着一模一样着了经历，因为，我也和你一样的消失过，我想再不说，或许真的没机会了。
也许我们是一样的，因为你就是我，因为你是我的梦。我终于等到了你的出现，因为你有着，拥有着就是我一直在暗恋着了的那个人一模一样着了的面孔。我终于等到了网络的出现，我终于等到了人与人之间可以真的无距离的相遇，网络真的好好，让我穿越网络时空再一次的与你相遇。因为，你的长相就是我一直在默默暗恋着了的那个男生着了的一模一样着了的模样。
我想说，我也许是在跟一个我已经喜欢暗恋了千万年的人在说话，也许，我是在跟我自己说话，遇见另一个自己在说话。
我知道我自己现在该是时候说出来了，因为我知道我再不说或许已经没有机会了，我知道你现在很不好，我也知道，或许你已经死去了，就像我的前世一样，你和我一样完完全全的蒸发掉了，也许你现在已经不在人世了，但是，我要说，不管你是不是真的那个我一直暗恋着了的那个男人，因为你的长相真的太像那个我爱着了的那个男人了，不管你是不是他，我也要最后的说给你听，我爱你！我要勇敢的对你说，我爱你！我真的很爱你！
on December 27th, 2008 at 12:43 pm
Hi Bryan,
其实你的每一天都是在中TOTO，只要活着的每一天，就是一种幸运。。。
能够到处旅游，也是一种幸福，不管是工作还是旅行。。不是每个人都有机会出国。。所以你是幸运的。。。
每当睡不着时，想想着一些幸运的事。。抱着感恩的心，让心境平复，自然就能睡得好觉。。。
加油哦。。敞开心房，把不愉快抛诸脑后。。。快乐也一天，不快乐也一天，你选者的是那个呢？只有你自己能决定。。。:-) Cheer up…
Best regards,
Eric Sim
MSN: joesim80@hotmail.com
on December 27th, 2008 at 2:44 pm
yo saw u on tt day =) but didnt say hi to u seen to be busy?
on December 27th, 2008 at 2:45 pm
ps btw i wanna wish u merry chrismax n a happy new year =)p
on December 29th, 2008 at 11:42 am
happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!
waiting for your show!!!!!!!!!!!!!
on December 31st, 2008 at 10:48 am
Hi Bryan,
Hope by now, you should have settled down and adjust your bio-clock back to Singapore timing!
Lastly, wishing you and your family a delightful and joyful New Year!
Cheers.
on December 31st, 2008 at 11:11 am
dearest bryan,
congrats on an eventful 2008 where u’ve traveled far, seen lots, and realised some of ur long standing dreams…
in 2009, wish u will have a better year with good health, good luck, more new dreams, and find big or small happiness in everything u do everyday, cheers
on December 31st, 2008 at 11:58 am
新年快乐~
祝你在新的一年。。
=事事顺利！！
=买什么赢什么！！
=还有，身体健康！！因为是最重要的！！
=加油！！BAYAN!!
=支持你到，我不再喜欢你的那一刻~
=可是，我想不会有那一天的到来~
on December 31st, 2008 at 9:47 pm
Now it is the last 2 hours plus before New Year 2009. So we like to wish everyone in this forum a Happy & Prosperous New Year 2009. May all your dreams come true!!!
Cheers!
Edward Han
http://www.yain.com