where am i?
Its been a really long time since the last time i posted something..kind of a lost in a world where time stood still..but only for me..while the rest of the world is moving on ..all but me…in a daze..lost in a world devoid of thoughts,mechanically living each day..
logging into farmville just to plant crops..harvesting..not even bothering to cash in on all the freebies offered by my fellow farmers..in fact,come to think of it,my farm has been barren for quite a while…maybe because i have reached the max level..so there isn’t much to work towards..and so i wonder, does that apply to our lives..that after we have peaked, life comes to a standstill and the only way is..down?
its really difficult to pen my thoughts..at this point i am stuck..it feels as though my heart is going to burst but yet..restraint by unspoken rules that some thoughts are not meant to shared..that happens to a whole lot of us..that we simply have to bottle it up till the day it holds no more..then comes a major avalanche and all hell breaks loose…..
where am i ?
i am where..i am.
on April 18th, 2010 at 11:26 pm
Hi bryan,
when you have peaked, the only way isn’t down. you probably still have to work hard to maintain at where you are. only when you are tired and feel that u have led the life you’ve set out to work hard for, then you can come down. (: all the best for the star awards. While you’re still on the top, do remember us, your fellow readers. Really envy your life because i would like to walk in your footsteps one day to travel and write about what i’ve learnt. and live in my own world too. (:
Warmest regards and best of luck,
Shirls
on April 18th, 2010 at 11:42 pm
I understand how you feel… it’s time to move on… find something meaningful to do… find joy in what you do… some times, we’ll get to receive more when we give.
People do judge… it’s only human to mind what others say. If ever avalanche and all hell breaks loose, that will be the time when you know who truly love you for who you are.
on April 19th, 2010 at 11:04 am
Bryan,
may be you have a dream place or a dream world in which you wish to live. But the reality always runs counter to our dreams… So take it easy. Wherever you are, you are with us who support you forever! And just enjoy whatever you can…. I believe you are optimistic, right ?
on April 19th, 2010 at 11:06 am
Smooth road never makes a good driver
Smooth sea never makes a good sailor
Clear sky never makes a good pilot
Problem-free life never makes a strong person
Be strong to accept the challenges in life
Don’t ask “Why me”
Instead, say “Try me !”
I felt better after reading it when I am down . .
Hope U will feel the same too !
on April 19th, 2010 at 11:52 am
祿江
無論你在那裡，我們都在你的身邊，永遠的支持你。
Smile
Erica
on April 19th, 2010 at 12:18 pm
play treasure isle! LOL.
and i guess, being a celebrity, it’s not easy. There are things which you are restricted to do? As just being a “normal insignificant” person, there are alrdy many things which we may feel restricted with.
Anws, there’s always a downside and a upside when things happen in life. if there is no down, there is no way of progressing up again. I believe when alavanche does happen, you’ll have your loved ones still with you, helping you to stand up again
Jiayou Bryan!
on April 19th, 2010 at 5:41 pm
although u have reached the max, u can either choose to maintain yr lvl or u can try a new game, new games r nvr ending producing ,same like life.
I used to think exactly like u.. bottled up like you ku nan yan till one day I realised hw lucky we are, having a job, family n in gd health able to blog right nw,
Do wat yr heart guides,smtimes life is nt that complicated as we tot of.
on April 19th, 2010 at 11:03 pm
Fret not! You are right here again. When life has reach a straight line, we tends to have this sort of mixture of feeling creeping up on us.
After you have walked out from here, you can see more clearly about yourself. What’s your weaknesses and strength? You will make greater strides in your life.
Even avalanche comes, they bring down abundant and welcoming a new blanket of fresh and white snow!
on April 19th, 2010 at 11:24 pm
hey bryan i understand how you feel too, but no matter wad u are the best of all in our own eyes and heart continue to move on bryan dun stop jia you
will be supporting you aways 
btw may i know how to get e tickets for the star awards ceremony this coming sunday???
heard that we need to get the tickets from celebrity right??
anyway jia you
you will sure win the top10 all the best <3<3<3
on April 19th, 2010 at 11:35 pm
Hi Bryan
不要压抑自己，也别悲观忧虑，既然那么做不能解决问题。。
放轻松，照顾好你的心情，听听音乐，做运动，或者你有别的方式。。
有些时候我们不能决定周围的环境，但当我们想要微笑的时候（最好是由心而笑），没有人能够阻止你。。
至于解决问题，问问你的心，只要你诚实的问，它就会真实的回答你。。
愿你睡好觉！美梦成真！
on April 19th, 2010 at 11:58 pm
记得，我会每分每秒支持你到老!!
加油，Go Go Bryan….
on April 20th, 2010 at 9:56 pm
Dear Bryan,
A moon moves over the face of a water and brings with her the face of another. A blanket of night through which stars sparkle bright encase a land beneath them. A dawn is than seen upon a blue horizon. For a second unheard a lightning bolt stirs, creating a cloud ridden moment.
I suggestion u make a big big dinner with u family. I sure u will be feel much better. TAKE CARE & STAND BY U FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!
on April 20th, 2010 at 11:26 pm
Hi Bryan,
Don’t be too hard to yourself, you’ve done well!
Sure, there is someone out there whom you are comfortable to share your thought. Find them and let go your thought.
If you are feeling tired, take a short break and do something that make your feel good. It can be something small and simple like buy something you like, give yourself a yummy treat, spend time with someone you love,…. “small” is BIG!
Move on and “get” out,… when you are ready again…
on April 21st, 2010 at 12:20 am
虽然在中国，不能经常看到你更多的消息，可是会默默在心里永远支持你，喜欢你！
加油，禄江！
愿你永远开心快乐！
on April 21st, 2010 at 4:59 am
Hello Bryan!
Long time no come in! *Wave hand*
Ohhh…now I know that you’ve been playing Facebook games these days. Haha..
I’ve joined your FB fan page recently.
Putting aside the issue of whether you are a celebrity, you have already reached your peak. However for the rest of us including myself, we are still striving hard to do our very best to become someone some day. You are already at the top, therefore please be there for us ok? Haha.
Yeah, it sounds quite like the next logical thing is..going downhill? Hmmm..no way.
I quite agree with what Jayle has said – it is either you continue maintain your present level or consider switch to something new – a new field..a new refreshing challenge which you always wanted to do.
I think I quite understand what you meant.
Being at top, also means that somehow, some people (for example: your boss) might have certain high expectations on you. Perhaps you could have a whirlpool of mixed feelings or thoughts generating inside you now.
Talk to someone whom you trusted most. Write on a journal book if you are unable to share your feelings openly. Listen to uplifting inspiration music during moments when you feel down or play the piano to vet off your frustrations?
再不然，你也可以考虑上权怡凤的＂从心开始＂节目诉苦咯。。哈哈哈。
开玩笑的啦。
It is good to pinpoint the problem when it is still a small tiny matter ..rather than let it snowball into a bigger problem as time passes by.
Personally I feel that doing that is better because I don’t want to wait till the day I cannot tolerate anymore and then just let all hell break loose…situation may turn ugly. :p
Think it this way – problems don’t beat us down, they are a way of telling us that we can be even better than that!
Anyway, at the end of the day, you still have us behind you.
So no worries. Stay cool.
Most importantly, be happy always!
Remember what you said at your SIM talk last year – “It is a cynical world, be kind to yourself”? Haha.
Let’s jiayou.
祿江，加油吧！
I’ll be rooting for you at Star Awards this coming Sunday. =)
on April 21st, 2010 at 2:04 pm
Hello Bryan
I could empathize what your thoughts are… coz I m at a “bottleneck” situation now… asking myself “What’s next?” M still looking for answers…
Nevertheless, don’t give up, there is a will, there is a way… 相信走出去就有路！
Take care
on April 22nd, 2010 at 12:46 am
Hi Bryan,
Each day is a new beginning …. even when one has reached its peak, there’s still many new challenges awaiting him. Dont despair, look forward for each new episode. Every morning, the sun still rises & when night fall, the moon still up in the sky. This is the cycle of life ….. flowers may have withered & new sprouts grow …… all things are impermanence !
So envious of you becoz you’re so fortunate to have your loved ones & not forgetting all your supportive & loyal fans ! You are holding the job that you have loved , you have good opportunity to explore esp for your shows on food & travelling ……
We must be grateful for what we have ( 感恩 ) … as for each success or failure we’ve been thru, there’s always a starting point , from there we have to brace ourselves up to move on to the next level !
At this point of time, you may have realised that despite all your glories & successes , somehow you might have found some emptiness within yourself . I was once caught in such situation too …. I felt so lost & even cried …. haha but managed to overcome it ! Thanks to my religion ….. I’m a Buddhist. My perspective thinking about life have changed. I’m a happier person now coz I’ve learned to let go ! Perhaps you can get some religious books to read , some are of free distribution. You can get from monasteries or some shop outlets & these books are in English or Chinese edition. Hopefully you can find an answer from what you’ve been doubted.
You may devote your spare time to do something more meaningful, how about being a volunteer for the less fortunates, the orphanage, old aged home or hospice …. etc. When we show our compassion & loving kindness to others, that will be our greatest achievement becoz we bring happiness to their lives ! (^v^)
When a patient is stricken with cancer & he is struggling to fight, to live on …. I see no reason why we as a healthy person have to feel so pessimistic in life ?
Most importantly, we must live with a clear conscience. Do no evil, then we will not live in fear & guilt (^v^) …. We all can live a happy life, its all in our mind.
Bryan …. your life is like a sheet of white blank paper & you are the artist. Your life, your world is juz right under your own finger tips …. juz paint it !
cheer up fren, don’t worry all your fans plus myself will keep on supporting you …. 加油加油 !!!
Good Luck & all the best to you for this Sunday Star Award, Bryan (^v~)
Take care !
with metta, ( loving kindness )
May
on April 22nd, 2010 at 1:02 am
Bryan
Just… follow your heart and everything will be fine.
There is always light at the end of the tunnel.
Jia You!
Boyi
on April 22nd, 2010 at 11:03 pm
Dear Bryan
補充話: 那首詩名叫”暴風雨”是一種自然現象,像人生一樣有時突然便會出現,看你是接受或是拒絕。Bryan 不要將自己掙得太緊,你已經做得太好了。ENJOY YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!! Good night & Good dreams…..
on April 25th, 2010 at 12:13 am
无论人生如何崎岖，如何难行。在人生漫漫道路上，只要与乐观坚毅相伴，就会对你微笑面对每一天；人生也会变得阳光灿烂的春天。因为改变态度就会改变你的一生！
我坚信，阴霾会过去的，晴朗总会来的！！
我们会一直默默地支持你！！加油！！
on May 12th, 2010 at 8:33 pm
A person can never reach his peak. Humans can never be perfect. So, there will always be something to be improved or changed.
Just try to sit back for now, and wait for the next high tide in your life. =D
on June 2nd, 2010 at 10:07 am
Hi Bryne
would you know when is your next home decor survivor 5 coming up? really like the stuff in the last episode.
on November 29th, 2010 at 10:26 am
Hi Bryan,
I am your fan in Hong Kong, you may wonder how I can know you. TV programme called 擺家樂Home Decor Survivor 2 is being broadcasted in TVB J2 Channel on Sunday afternoon. Sometimes I am confused you are a interior designer or a star.
You are indeed a creative person, most of your idea are amazing, last chapter I watched was a fireplace. Unbelievable!
Anyway, support support you. I do hope can meet you when I go for a trip in Jan 2011 in Singapore!
Cheers,
Phoebe